As
he topped the small hill, a clearing opened below allowing full view
of the scene. Many Orcs lie dead; Legolas could also make out bodies
of Elves and Men. Two Elves and two Men were fighting back-to-back
defending furiously against the onslaught of Orcs. The four fought
fiercely but Legolas could see bright red blood flowing from wounds
on all four, and the Orcs had them outnumbered. As he took in the scene,
he knew immediately how to press the fight. Glad now that he had a
full quiver he paused and loosed arrows at the Orcs embattling the failing
four. The Orcs split up their assault and came towards him. He shot
until his quiver was empty, and then tossing aside both bow and quiver,
took up his sword in his right hand and the long knife in his left.
He ducked, thrust, parried, stabbed, jumped, slashed, sidestepped and
weaved his way through the Orcs, leaving death in his wake. The Orcs
could not touch him; their swords hit only air. His body and mind sang
as perfect control, balance, highly honed skill, and deadly thrusts
blended to give him an intense feeling of pleasure.
Legolas worked his way to the Men and Elves, to find that the two Men had succumbed. The wounded Elves were bolstered by his arrival and fought with renewed hope. He positioned himself on their flank though this was not his favorite position to fight. The Orcs now realized that the tables had turned and their numbers were greatly reduced. Suddenly, with a great cry, they withdrew from the fight and disappeared into the woods. Legolas quickly abandoned the thought of going after them when he saw the Elf nearest to him fall onto the ground. The fair face of the dark haired Elf was drawn up in pain. His mouth was open, but only a groan escaped his lips. Legolas knelt at his side, but the second Elf went to a bundle of clothing that was at the center of their defense. It only took a glance to discern that the planes and angles on both Elf faces were almost identical; Legolas surmised that they must be brothers.
The
Elf by the bundle of clothes uncovered a small She-Elf, took her gently
into his arms and cried softly, “Olos, nin muinthel!”
Legolas
examined the wounds of the Elf in front of him. He knew there was no
hope of life here. The wounds are too severe and too many; too much
blood has been lost. Healing was far away. He looked into the suffering
face of the Elf and said, “I will return,” then stood. The Elf’s eyes
widened at Legolas, and he tried to speak. Legolas saw a look of surprise
and something else, in the Elf’s face; then the wounded Elf’s head rolled
to the side. He turned and moved to the second Elf cradling his sister.
When he got closer to the kneeling Elf, he saw two gaping chest wounds
that had completely pierced the Elf’s body. Blood was flowing freely.
Then Legolas beheld the limp body and ashen face of the She-Elf that
was being held. The thought that he had been too late hit him sharper
than any Orc blade.
The
kneeling Elf then slumped onto the ground, without making another sound.
Legolas knew already, but checked him for any sign of life. Finding
none, he turned his attention to the She-Elf. “By my bow!” he swore
when he found that she yet had breath. He remembered seeing the opening
of a cave not too far back and knew he had to hurry. The Orcs may return
soon with reinforcements. He quickly gathered up the She-Elf and went
back to the cave on the side of the hill. He silently thanked
Elbereth that it was roomy inside and the opening easily hidden
outside. He hated any cave, but the wounded Elves needed shelter.
He hurried back to her brother on the field, and was surprised and pleased
to find him still alive but unconscious; bound up his wounds tightly,
then brought him back to the cave.
Legolas
gathered what he could to attempt to heal his charges. “I may not have
the powers of Lord Elrond, but I will do everything I can to help you,”
he promised aloud to both of the unconscious Elves. He went first to
the Male-Elf and unwrapped, assessed, and cleaned the wounds. Many were
deep. Legolas did not understand why the Elf yet lived. He made a
paste from the dried healing plant from home that he always carried
with him in his pack, and applied it liberally to the wounds. Then
he wrapped them again with clean cloth. The bleeding had stopped, but
the Elf’s breathing was shallow and barely discernable, and his color
was not good. When Legolas touched the Elf’s brow, he could feel a
fever beginning.
After
doing all that he could for the Male-Elf, Legolas went to the She-Elf.
He saw no evident outward sign of injury; she was covered in dirt and
grime, and there was blood caked and dried, covering her skin, hair,
and clothing. After checking for anything broken, be began undressing
her. Remembering that her brother had called her “Olos,” he began speaking
to her softly and soothingly. “Olos, I am Legolas, son of King Thranduil
of Mirkwood. I will not harm you. You are injured. Do not be afraid.
I will allow no harm to come to you.”
Once
he had all but her thin shift taken off, he began washing the filth
off her. He could not help but notice, as he worked on her, that her
beauty was breathtaking. As the grime came off, her skin shone, flawless,
soft, and creamy. He looked for a cause for her deathlike pallor and
unconscious condition. He gasped when he got to her neck; it was bruised
all the way around, and showed the impression of a large, tight metal
collar that had cut into her flesh. Looking at her wrists and ankles
confirmed that they too, had been cruelly shackled. A feeling of horror
overtook him and he shuddered as he looked upon her. “Have you been
imprisoned in Mordor, Olos? Did your brothers and their companions
somehow rescue you from Sauron?”
Modesty
not withholding him any longer, he removed her shift, revealing bruises
and ugly wounds, some partially healed. He cleaned them, applied the
medicinal paste, and bandaged them. They would all heal. He felt that
he knew now why she had the look of death upon her. If she had been
imprisoned in Barad-Dur and tortured with no hope of escape or rescue,
she probably felt that there was only one way out. “You have willed
yourself to die, Olos, but you have been rescued. You are safe, now.
Come back, Olos.” He knew that he had little time, if any, to try to
get through to her. An Elf has the ability to leave the Circles of
this World whenever they choose. This Grace had been given to them
along with immortality.
Her
body was becoming increasingly cold. Legolas did not know exactly what
to do, but he knew he had to do something. He spoke to her while he
rubbed her arms and legs, and then chaffed her hands. He put his hands
tenderly on her face and looked at her long lashes and closed eyes.
“I shall not let you die!” His sudden thought that he should raise her
body temperature came from sheer desperation. Unable to make a fire,
he knew of only one way to warm her. He took off his tunic, undershirt,
and leggings, then laid his body over hers and pulled a blanket over
them both. He leaned on his elbows to keep his full weight from her;
he held her body close to him; put a hand on either side of her face,
and put his face close to hers. He slowly began stroking her body with
his, from head to toe. He said her name as he stroked her cheek with
his. He whispered her name in her ear. “Cuio
Olos. Dartho na nin. Do not leave; you are safe,
now. You are imprisoned no longer.”
As
Legolas looked upon her face, her pallor seemed to change. The gray
was lessening, or was that just his imagination? Then he perceptibly
felt her body temperature begin to go up. It was working!
Warmth
that had begun in his chest now competed with a delicious warmth beginning
in his loins. His skin tingled everywhere it touched hers. He began
to find it hard to breathe; then took a deep breath, trying to think
of the danger of the situation, not that he was lying naked rubbing
a lovely She-Elf. He watched her beautiful face as he kept his need
in check. The same planes and angles of her brother’s features combined
in her to create a beauty he had never seen before. He had seen many
fair and beautiful Elves, but she was by far more exquisite than any
other.
Her
face had indeed lost its gray pallor, and now her cheeks flushed red.
Legolas had just noticed that her breathing had increased, when he turned
to see her eyes looking directly into his. He was startled by their
blue brilliance, and he tried to suppress a gasp. He was surprised
when she moved her body even closer to his and put her arms around his
neck. A slight smile showed on her mouth as she whispered, “I knew
you would be here, melamin. I have long awaited our meeting.”
Something
in her eyes and voice sent a shiver down the length of his body. It
was as if she had touched his soul. He fought to control some emotion,
which threatened to overtake him. Through it all, he felt a familiarity
in this awkward situation. He hoped the tone of his voice sounded reassuring,
“Olos, I am Legolas of Mirkwood. I am here to help you.”
The
smile left her lips and fear came into her eyes as memory came flooding
back. “But you are he who comes to me in my dreams!” She looked into
his face, scrutinizing. Then she put both hands over her face and began
to weep. “No. It cannot be. I yet live, and you are but a dream.
I am mad; all hope is lost.”
She
allowed him to hold her while she wept. “This is no dream. I am no
dream. Your brothers, one of whom lies badly wounded over there, have
rescued you. You are free. You must return to this World with its
cares and concerns of those who love and need you.”
Legolas
knew that he had gotten through to her as the tears stopped and the
hands came down. His heart filled with emotion as he watched her gain
control and look around to the wounded man. “Filandil! My brother!
Let me up!” Legolas hastily rose and drew his long undershirt over
his head. Olos was trying to get up, but was weak and having difficulty.
He put her shift on her as her deep blue eyes looked into his. He tried
to help her stand, but seeing that she could not, he carried her to
where Filandil was lying. She took her brother’s hand and held it
to her cheek. A look of great sadness came over her. “Where is Garanchiel?”
Legolas
looked away as he said, “Your other brother lies still on the field
of battle. He held you in his arms as he died.”
Tears
rolled down her face as she closed her eyes, still holding Filandil’s
hand to her cheek. Then she looked up at Legolas with something akin
to desperation, “Will he live?”
He
told her the truth. “I know not, Brennil.” He could see she
was in despair, but time was growing short, and there were things that
had to be done. “I must leave you for awhile. I shall be back shortly.”
She looked up at him, as he put on his leggings and tunic, but he could
not read the look that she gave him. He took
lembas out of his pack, and got the extra water bag and gave
them to her. He picked up his sword, and left the cave on silent but
swift feet. It was fully dark now, but he had to recover his bow and
reclaim arrows. Orcs out early did not bode well, just as the growing
shadow in the East. This was exactly the kind of information that he
had been sent to find.
Silently,
he moved toward the battlefield. His keen hearing picked up no sound;
his sharp eyes gave no sign of the enemy. His senses told him that
Orcs had not returned yet. Quickly, he found his quiver and bow, where
he had thrown them. Many arrows were still usable; he took Orc arrows
to make up the difference. He felt much better with his quiver full
again, and his bow in his hand. He cast a look at the bodies, “I shall
return tomorrow to honor you.” To linger here at night was folly.
Legolas
stopped by the river on the way back to the cave and refilled the water
bag. He went inside the cave entrance and managed to cover it completely
with branches that he pulled across the front. “We are too close to
Mordor, to stay here long, but at the moment, we are well hidden.”
She was using a wet cloth to wipe her brother’s forehead; his fever
was rising. When Legolas looked at her he felt a tightening of his
chest and a spreading of warmth through his body that caused his skin
to tingle, reminding him of the touch of her skin. Olos only noticed
the narrowing of his bright blue eyes in his fair face as he gazed at
her.
She
watched Legolas take off his weapons. He pulled out wafers from his
pack, then walked over to the feverish man and sat cross-legged facing
her. There was no need to study his face or profile, for she knew every
detail, but she did anyway. The high sharp cheekbones, the brooding
brow, and the hard jaw line kept drawing her attention. She even knew
what he looked like when he was filled with joy. That happened in her
dreams, whereas she knew in her heart that this Legolas rarely even
smiled.
After
eating quickly, Legolas checked Filandil’s wounds. They did not bleed
and clear fluid was draining. “If he can survive this night, he will
recover,” he said.
Legolas
could tell that Olos had eaten the
lembas; she seemed much stronger. Filandil began moaning in
his delirium. “He must not cry out; we will be discovered,” Legolas
warned softly.
“I
will walk with him,” she said as she took her brother’s hand in hers
and lay beside him. She closed her eyes and emptied her mind of all
thoughts but Filandil. Legolas could tell when she found him, for Filandil
relaxed his brow, and became quiet.
The
Prince of Mirkwood continued putting cool water on the fevered Elf.
At one point during the night, he saw tears coming from the closed eyes
of both, but neither made a sound nor moved. Legolas studied Olos through
the night as she lay beside her brother. He fought an impulse to touch
her face. The apparent roundness and clefts of her body through her
shift were having an effect on him. He face flamed when he felt heat
go through his body again. “I am uncouth and a cad if I let this keep
happening. She is in dire circumstances and needs help, not a love-sick
puppy,” he thought. It was not only the feeling of desire, but also
a deep feeling of familiarity that had him in its grip. As he gazed
at her, he suddenly knew in his heart how her body felt and how her
lips would taste. In his mind, a scene came to him of her laughing
and holding out her hands to him. A chill ran up his spine and he shook
his head to clear this inner vision. A thrill and a fear ran through
him. “I know not what is happening.”
It
was well past sunrise when Legolas sensed movement from one of the forms
before him and came back from his internal wandering through a favorite
forest. Two pair of startling blue eyes looked up at him, the more
pale belonged to Filandil, the deeper sea-blue, Olos’. Legolas checked
Filandil’s forehead for fever. Finding none he knew the crisis was
over. “You must be a healer,” he said to Olos. “He does not look as
if death was calling for him just hours ago.”
“My
sister does have healing gifts, given to her by our Mother,” Filandil
said in a surprisingly strong voice as he and Olos sat up. He looked
appraisingly at Legolas and said, “I thank you for saving our lives,
Dagnir in Orc. We are in your debt. I am Filandil, and this
is my sister, Olosulisse. We are from the city of Aesgantie, which
is bordered by the Great Sea, in the land of Forlindon.”
Legolas
was amazed. “I am Legolas, son of King Thrandiul, of Northern Mirkwood.
I know not of Aesgantie, but I do know of Forlindon. It is far to the
West, beyond even the Gray Havens.”
“Yes,
on the other side of the Eredluin Mountains.”
“Pray
tell how you came to be here in such peril, so far from home. There
were Men in your company. How did that come about?” questioned Legolas.
“In
Aesgantie, Men and Elves live side by side. When Orcs captured Olosulisse,
my brother Garanchiel and I enlisted our companions to rescue her.”
“Orcs
attacked your city in Forlindon? This is grave news indeed.” But Legolas
did not have time to ponder this new information.
“We
rescued Olosulisse from the dungeons of Barad-Dur yesterday. Orcs surprised
us by following and attacking before nightfall. Olosulisse was death
itself, and could not be roused. I believed that hope was lost until
you arrived.” Filandil paused for a moment, then, “I know Garanchiel
has fallen. I only wish he and the others could be brought back to
Aesgantie to be buried in honor among our people.”
Legolas
noted the hollow look around the eyes of Olosulisse. When Filandil
talked about her being captured, she had cast her eyes down. As Filandil
brought up their brother, they had looked at each other with pain on
their faces. Legolas knew they had mourned Garanchiel together on the
Other Side.
After
assuring himself that both Olosulisse and Filandil were eating, Legolas
took his leave of them to attend the field. He found a depression in
the hill where he placed the Men and Elves and covered them high with
rocks. He touched no Orc. The work made his heart heavy and his countenance
grim.
In
the cave, Olosulisse and Filandil had finished their meal in silence.
She looked at Filandil questioningly and he answered her. “No, I do
not think it wise to tell him who we are. He is brave and strong, but
we cannot endanger him needlessly. We are far from home, and much lies
before us.”
In
turn, he looked questioningly at her, but only wanted her to say aloud
what he already knew. Her eyes were shining as she answered him in
turn, “Yes. It is he.”
After
his grueling task was complete, Legolas went to the river where he took
off his tunic and carefully washed it and laid it in the sun. The process
was repeated for his undershirt, leggings, boots, and belt. Then he
took out the ties holding his braids and unbraided his long hair. He
then waded out into the deepest part of the river, and dived as far
down as he could go. From under the water, he looked back up at the
surface where the sun was hitting the water and sending streaks of light
shooting down at angles. He let the force of the water wash away the
smell of death, which clung to him. Kicking swiftly to the surface,
he floated on his back watching the white clouds roll across the blue
sky.
As
his mind centered, his thoughts became troubled. What he found on the
field of battle unsettled him. He buried four Men, and three Elves
under the rocks. There were hundreds of dead Orcs. While moving them
to the hillside he saw their wounds. All had multiple mortal wounds.
He knew Orcs had not returned and mutilated the bodies; so only one
thing seemed to make sense. “They kept fighting even though they should
have been wounded to the death.” Even the Men, who were weaker than
Elves, showed signs of continuing the fight long after they should have
fallen. “How is it possible that eight fighters, no matter how strong,
were able to enter Barad-Dur and successfully rescue someone from its
dungeons?” was foremost in his mind. Why would Orcs be raiding in Forlindon,
so far from Mordor? Why would Sauron bother to take a She-Elf from
the land on the Great Sea, and bring her all the way back to Mordor
to keep prisoner in his dungeon? There was an unspoken truth here that
he knew Olosulisse and Filandil were keeping from him. His senses told
him that there was a great danger, somehow wound around these two Elves.
When
he left the river, his clothes were dry. The last thing he did was
comb and re-braid his hair before returning to the cave. When he entered,
he found both Filandil and Olosulisse resting. “I brought your sword;
you may have need of it soon, I fear. Your horses are all dead. We
will have to walk out of here when you are both able. We must move
farther from Sauron’s reach.” Legolas glanced at the beautiful She-Elf.
Filandil heard the voice soften and say, “I have laid your company to
rest on the hillside. Garanchiel is with his companions.”
“Again
we are in your debt, Legolas Thranduilion.” Filandil placed
his hand over his brow and lowered his head. Olosulisse went to him
and put her arms around him. After awhile, she turned to Legolas, “I
see you have found a place to bathe. I must wash; I cannot stand myself
like this,” she said looking down upon her soiled clothing.
“Be
iest lin. I will take you to the river, not far from here.” When
he turned back right before leaving the cave Legolas caught Filandil
looking at him. The look made him uneasy.
They
left Filandil and made their way to the river. Legolas noticed that
Olosulisse was walking with little effort, and seemed much improved.
When they approached the bank, he turned and gave her his comb. “Hennaid,
Legolas.” He then went to a large boulder and made it to the
top with two elegant cat-like leaps. He set his senses on alert and
had his bow in hand as he scanned the woods and horizon.
Olosulisse
also found solace in the flowing water. She was actually smiling by
the time she ran the comb through her long black hair. Standing straight
and tall as a tree, Legolas turned toward her as he sensed the change
in her mood. “I thought I could never feel clean again,” she said almost
apologetically. His eyes took in the rich, deep color of her long black
hair, and even though it was still damp, he saw that it was now thick
and lustrous. He let his eyes rest on her face, which had been transformed
with her smile. Her red lips showed perfect teeth, the black hair highlighted
the flawless white skin, and her shining eyes seemed to glow as two
blue orbs. He took a deep breath, and then slowly released it, but
he could not slow his racing pulse. He jumped down from the boulder
and came to stand in front of her. He saw that her clothing had been
of the finest quality. The angry marks on her neck had faded to faint
lines. He came closer to her and looked down into her face. Her deep
blue eyes looked back into his bright ones; she did not flinch. With
just a touch of his finger under her chin, he tilted her head up. Slowly,
while still carefully looking into her eyes, he came closer and lowered
his head to hers. His first touch was quick, as a feather across her
lips; light and soft. He watched her face as he used his finger to
stroke a long curve from her brow, to her temple, around her fine cheekbone
to her delicate chin. Then he lightly touched her bottom lip with his
finger. She instinctively licked her lips. He bent down and put his
lips on hers. The touch sent a thrill through his body and he kept
his eyes open so he could watch her, for she was affected, also. He
read much in her eyes for she could not hide her longing.
Legolas
drew back his head and withdrew his hand so they no longer touched.
He was standing so close that she could feel his breath on her face.
His bright eyes burned into her as he said, “When I touch you, I feel
as though I know you; nay, that you are my heart, and my beloved, as
you always have been, and always will be.” Confusion appeared upon
his fair face as he asked, “How can my heart tell me you are my love,
when my mind tells me I know you not?”
Olosulisse
closed her eyes and lowered her head. “I knew not that you were of
this World. I came to believe that my dream meant my beloved awaited
me in the West.” She turned away from him. “I have dreamt of you since
I was a child. In that World we are plighted and share much happiness.”
“It
is not just my feelings for you, that fills my heart with questions.”
He turned her to look at him. “Who are your people? Nowhere do Elves
live with Men. How could nothing less than an army rescue you from
Barad-Dur?” He had to lift her face to get her to look at him. “Tell
me of this fear and danger that weighs on my mind, Olosulisse.”
“We
must go back.” Her eyes were downcast but he knew she would offer no
explanation.
He walked in front of her, but kept looking back to make sure she was
there; the impression that she was going to break into a run and disappear
into the forest was strong. “That would be madness,” he thought. Then
it came to him that she was fighting some inner demon. As they entered
the cave, Filandil approached them, and Legolas marveled at his healing.
At this rate, they could leave tomorrow.
Olosulisse
took Filandil’s hand in the two of hers and looked into his eyes. She
was pleading. His face became firm and he held her eyes. She glanced
at Legolas then back to Filandil. Her cheeks flushed bright red; she
held her brother’s look defiantly, and then lowered her eyes. Filandil
seemed to wince in pain; then he bowed his head.
When
Filandil finally looked up at Legolas, there was resignation on his
face. “Legolas, you are brave and true, and I must offer my sincerest
apology for trying to deceive you in any way.”
Legolas,
truly amazed, could only think, “These Elves
do live with Men!”
Filandil
looked first at Olosulisse, then at Legolas. “You first must understand
the doom that will find you, if Sauron learns of our meeting.”
“Sauron
may become the doom of all in Middle-Earth. I have fought against his
evil for many years. I do not fear him.” Legolas’ face was set and
defiant.
“What
I tell you now, no other in Middle-Earth has ever been told.” Filandil
began, “During the First Age, the great city of Gondolin resided in
the Hidden Kingdom, away from Morgoth’s evil. Within its walls the
Second Union of Elves and Men came to pass. Using deception, Morgoth
discovered Gondolin, and destroyed it. Tuor, son of Huor, led the remnants
of its people over the mountains to Nan-Tathren. There, he took them
South to the mouths of Sirion to be joined to the company of Elwing
Dior’s daughter.”
“Ancient
history, known to all…” Legolas frowned.
“What
is not known, is that another group, led by Caldor Tuor’s son, did not
wish to bind to Elwing, and went North at the Sirion and traveled until
they reached the Eredluin Mountains in Forlindon. They crossed the
mountains and when they saw the Great Sea, decided to build their new
city there: Aesgantie. The increasing threat of Morgoth caused great
fear in the city. Strife consumed all. Elf slew Elf. Nargothrond
fell, Doriath fell; Thingol and his heir, Dior were slain. Caldor Tuor’s
son cried out to the Valar. Manwe took pity on the people of Aesgantie,
and extended the power of the Valar over the city. The city became
hidden from all save the Valar; and Iluvator gave special Grace to all
who dwelt there, Elves and Men. The conflicts of the outer world mattered
no more.”
“How
was Sauron able to capture Olosulisse?” so far was Legolas’ only question.
“In
this World, the power of the Valar begins to weaken. At times, the
barrier between Aesgantie and this world can be crossed. When you can
see the Wind take form from this side, the barrier is passable. Sauron
has grown exceedingly powerful in this age, and not long ago he discovered
us. He now sends his Orcs; he seems bent on our destruction. When
the barrier lessened this last time, an army of Orcs descended upon
us, managing to escape with my sister.”
Legolas
then looked at Olosulisse.
Her
eyes were haunted as she said, “They needed an Aesgantie female. Sauron
seeks a physical form which cannot be harmed; he thought to use me.”
Filandil
and Olosulisse looked upon Legolas as he registered this information.
Then, “If Sauron already knows of Aesgantie, why keep it a secret any
longer? The power of Sauron grows each day. There will come a time
when all will be tested. With the power of Aesgantie joined with the
forces against Sauron, the Shadow can be defeated!”
At
that, brother and sister sadly looked at each other. “We have seen
enough bloodshed. In your World, all is strife, pain, and war. We
only want peace. The power of the Valar may not be used in this World.”
“But
Sauron is at your very door; he sends his Orcs to attack you and takes
your people!”
“We know that he seeks to destroy us, but he has not the power to do so. We will use the power given to us to take our city out of the Circles of this World.”
Suddenly,
Legolas knew Sauron’s plan. He had to make Filandil see it also. “That
is what he is hoping. With Aesgantie gone, the way to our destruction
will be clear.”
“I
am sorry that we cannot help. The Valar have already sent the
Istari to Middle-Earth to aid in the defeat of the Dark Lord.
Do not despair, Legolas. Darkness will not overtake all.”
The
words of hope should have lent him encouragement, but Legolas’ heart
was heavy. Help would not come from them.
Filandil
said, “Legolas, if Sauron finds out that
you know of Aesgantie, he will seek to destroy you as he seeks
to destroy us.”
“It
will not matter, if you leave this World. Sauron only fears that someone
may persuade you to take up arms against him.” Still hoping that he
may do just that, Legolas asked, “So we begin the journey to your city
at daybreak?”
“We
thank you, Legolas. We will be ready as the sun rises.”
Legolas
could not shake the feeling of dread that was growing in him. “It is
past midday; there are no Orcs out,” he tried to reassure himself.
He did not wish to leave the cave; he stood looking at the entrance
and cocked his head as if listening. His senses told him that they
were yet safe, but the warning held. He wished for a
talan in a tall tree, but at this point, any high branch would
do. “We should rest now, for by the time light begins to fade, we must
reach the safety of the treetops.”
Olosulisse
came and stood next to him, also looking at the cave entrance. She
was silent. After awhile, Legolas began to feel better. The shadow
seemed to retreat, and he began to breathe again. She sensed the easing
of his tension and took him by the hand, leading him to her blanket
spread on the floor of the cave. He searched her face but saw only
a question in her eyes and a shy smile on her lips. He looked over
to Filandil who had retreated to his own blanket, and found him watching
them. He knew not what passed between brother and sister, but Filandil
turned on his side, facing away.
Legolas
placed his weapons within reach, and then joined the beautiful She-Elf
on the blanket. He moved his body close to hers. He saw her shining
eyes looking at his body, then at his face. He lay on his side and
appraised her in return. He had not touched her, yet warmth was spreading
through his body, and his skin began to tingle. He felt his heart race
as he bent down to kiss her. Her lips were warm, soft, and inviting.
He looked into her face and saw that she had shut her eyes. He used
his tongue and pressed softly into her mouth. She let his tongue in
and met it with her own. He slid his body over hers while still exploring
her mouth with his tongue. She made a sound deep in her throat, which
caused him to intensify his pressure. With an effort he stopped kissing
her, looked into her eyes, and started to speak.
She
placed her fingers on his lips. “Be at peace; I know your heart is
honorable.” Her eyes twinkled as she smiled at him. He saw a question
there, as she placed both of her hands alongside his face. “May I join
with you?” She looked intensely into his eyes. He was unsure of her
meaning, and was about to say something, when he stopped and a look
of surprise caused his mouth to open. He looked into her eyes as intensely
as she was looking into his.
“Legolas,
is it alright?” she whispered. She had entered a thread of herself
into his mind.
He
felt the presence, and inwardly saw it. “Yes,” he whispered in reply.
Then the thread expanded and grew into a brilliant light. He shut his
mind’s eye against the light, but in an instant, it was gone. At that
same moment he felt her presence. Her scent was of
niphredil and she tasted as sweet as honey. He knew immediately
her quick wit, joy, and passion. He felt her intertwining with him,
until he could no longer ‘see’ her. He started as she reached up and
put her lips on his. His mind exploded with the sensation. He felt
his reaction and hers. The combination and intensity of this almost
sent him over the edge. He kissed her deeply and knew not if the moan
that he heard came from her or him. A thought came into his mind, “It
does not matter; we are one.” He did not know which of them had this
thought.
As
she explored his thoughts, she saw his love for her and knew the endless
depths of his devotion. She knew that in all the ages of his long life,
he would only give his heart once. She found joy in his heart too;
it just needed care to spark it. She saw his great passion and knew
that when aroused, it was all consuming; she reveled in his Strength
and Grace.
He
grinned inwardly at her humor; there was laughter and joy everywhere.
He beheld her love for him and saw them together through years past.
It came to him that Filandil recognized him from seeing him in her mind.
Then he realized that he was in her memories: in a breathtaking second,
he found himself standing on a balcony overlooking the wall of a great
city, and she was in his arms. He knew that this was her home, Aesgantie.
It felt as familiar to him as his own home, and the She-Elf he was holding
in his arms was dearer than life itself to him. The towers gleamed
in the moonlight and the waves crashed onto the shore below. He had
never seen the sea before, but the sound was as familiar as his own
heartbeat. He did not have to look behind them to know that tall mountains
stood there. He had been here many times. There was music, but he
couldn’t discern where it was coming from; it was light and lilting,
playing softly. As they looked out to the sea, the Wind appeared.
It was as golden glitter-dust, lazily making spirals in the sky, then
changing and making different shapes as it went along the beach and
rose to the wall. It caught the moonlight and reflected it as if made
of faceted diamonds, sending light in all directions. Olosulisse exclaimed,
“I never tire of seeing it!” Some of the glitter-dust seemed to fall
from the sky and landed on their skin. She breathed deeply and laughed.
Legolas suddenly felt such intense joy, that he laughed, also! “I would
this could last forever!” she whispered as she snuggled closer in his
embrace.
“Olosulisse,
is this real? It feels real. But this place cannot be; for it is too
beautiful.” He turned her in his arms to face him. He saw the light
shining from her, and wondered why he had not noticed it before. Then
he saw the light emanating from his own body. He saw that the stars
were different, close and bright. Then he said, “We have crossed to
the Other Side.”
“No,
nin hun. This is our Other Side. We have not the same Grace
as other Eldar. When you weary, you may journey to the Uttermost
West; but in Aesgantie, are the Valar also. Manwe declared that since
we would not bind to our brothers while in Arda, we would be sundered
from them in the West. Only if we meet Death, does Iluvator take us
into the West; and Death only comes to us on the Outside.”
The
love that he felt for Olosulisse was even stronger here, in this place.
She turned to him and knew his need, for she had the same need. She
felt very real, as he touched her. He wrapped her in his arms and drew
her close. “Aniron le, Olosulisse.” He kissed her deeply
and felt them melt together. His heart sang as joy overtook him.
Suddenly
he knew something was wrong. A warning sounded loudly in his mind.
He heard screaming, but from a distance. He felt a sharp pain in his
chest as though struck, then another. A blinding explosion of light
gave way to a roaring darkness; then there was nothing.
The
first thing that he felt was pain. It made him groan, and then he hissed
through gritted teeth as he tried to move. He felt something on his
face, and then a wave of nauseating dizziness overtook him. He realized
that he was lying face down with his head against a rock; he had to
get up somehow. Any movement caused the pain in his chest to radiate
to every part of his body. Thoughts of Olosulisse and Filandil came
to him. What happened? Are they here? He couldn’t move to see the
rest of the cave. “I have failed you,” he thought. That pain was as
bad as the pain in his chest and head. He must get up and try to follow.
He felt sure that the Elves had been taken. Trying to take a deeper
breath caused the pain in his chest to explode, and he passed out.
Legolas
came slowly out of the depths of darkness; he heard his name being called
again and again. It seemed louder each time. “There is something familiar
about that voice,” he thought, as he rose further toward consciousness.
“Legolas!
Legolas! Wake up!”
He knew the sound of that voice; it made him feel relieved somehow.
It wouldn’t let him drift, which was what he most desired. It was relentless
and he was becoming irritated.
“Legolas!
My friend! Gwador! It is Aragorn! Come back!”
Now
he knew. Swimming up toward consciousness, the pain came back with
a vengeance. He had to work at getting his eyes to open. When he accomplished
this, and was able to focus them, he saw the worried face of Aragorn.
Legolas found that he could not get his body to move. He tried to speak,
but could only groan. He tried to focus on Aragorn’s face, but it kept
blurring. He mercifully fell back into darkness.
Aragorn
turned to Elrohir, “I cannot save him, and he will not make it to Rivendell.
Lothlorian is closer.” He made a swift decision. “Halbarad shall take
some of the Dunedain and follow the Orcs. We must discover what is
afoot in Mordor. A daylight attack by Orcs means peril may come upon
us soon.”
“Elladan
and I will ride with you.”
Aragorn’s
face was grim. Then, “I sent Legolas to gather information on Sauron’s
movements. He has much to tell, if he survives.” He looked at the
rest of the cave. “Legolas had company in here; two Elves. It looks
as though the other Elves were taken and Legolas left for dead.” Aragorn
admitted, “Indeed, I thought him dead when I discovered him.” The
wounds were vicious; an Orc arrow had pierced his back on the right
side; a deep sword wound was apparent on his left side; he had a crushing
wound on the back of his head. Aragorn read from the signs that the
Elves had been surprised in their cave, and from the location of his
wounds Legolas had been attacked from behind. But Aragorn could not
believe these signs, because it was impossible to surprise Elves, especially
this Elf. He only had questions, which he hoped his friend would
answer.
The
Rangers guarding the borders of the Shire had seen the Orc army passing
with a company of fighters in pursuit. Aragorn had been far into the
wild but moved quickly when he received the information. He gathered
the Dunedain and tracked the pursuers. Pure luck had caused them to
stumble upon the cave that hid his wounded
Gwador.
Elladan
came in, “Two leagues from here is a battlefield strewn with Orc and
a grave. There was the first assault. Here was the second.”
Aragorn
tended the Elf as he was able; if only he could keep Legolas alive until
they reached Lothlorien. They carried the Elf out to Aragorn’s horse.
Elrohir handed Legolas up to Aragorn when he had mounted. He wrapped
his arm carefully around the Elf’s body and urged his horse forward.
Legolas was limp as though dead; Aragorn feared for his friend. “Legolas,
stay with me. Do not leave,” he pleaded into the Elf’s hair. He rode
as fast as he dared; Elladan and Elrohir were on either side of him.
They
saw no sign of Orcs and made good time. They rode through the night
and reached the outskirts of Lothlorien. Aragorn’s concern had grown,
as Legolas had made no movement since they had mounted. He pulled
up his horse as Haldir appeared before him. “Haldir, we are in need
of help. Legolas has been wounded.”
Haldir
frowned as he saw the limp body that Aragorn was holding. “The Lady
of Lorien awaits you in her dwelling. Lord Elrond arrived during the
night.”
Aragorn
felt a rush of joy, when he heard this news. “There is hope, Legolas!
Lord Elrond is here; you will be Healed!” He pushed his horse ahead
into the forest of Lothlorian.
As
he rode up, two Elves approached him and took Legolas. Aragorn and
the Sons of Elrond followed them into the dwelling. Legolas was placed
gently on the bed; Elrond went to his side. Galadriel stood at the
end of the bed.
Legolas
stirred and cried out, “Olosulisse!”
Aragorn
looked at Galadriel. “’Sweet spirit vision’? What does it mean?”
Her
eyes held a secret as she said, “To hear the Sea is now his doom, Elessar.”
Then Galadriel turned to face him, “The Prince of Mirkwood no longer
walks alone.”
Elrond’s
ministrations brought the fair Elf back from the brink of death. He
opened his eyes to a soothing darkness that was only broken by a single
lit candle. Legolas could not think of where he could be at first,
and then it came to him. He remembered unbearable sweetness and light,
then excruciating pain, then the sound of Aragorn’s voice calling to
him. He took a deep breath as he remembered Olosulisse and Filandil.
This sent a sharp pain throughout his chest.
“Lord
Elrond has said that you may not yet get up, Legolas.” Galadriel was
standing at the foot of his bed, looking at him.
Legolas
felt the pain in his heart stronger than the pain in his chest. “But
I must get to Mordor! I know that Olosulisse and Filandil are captive
in Barad-Dur! “
She
moved around the bed to stand beside him. Her deep blue eyes looked
into his. Her face was emotionless, but her voice was gentle, “They
are in Barad-Dur no longer.” When Legolas protested and tried to rise,
she said, “Rest easy, Legolas. They suffer no more at the hands of
Sauron. The Shining Wind will never more be seen in Middle-Earth.
The City of the Others by the Sea exists no longer within these Circles.”
Legolas
turned his head into the pillow and cried out in anguish, as he understood
what happened to his Love and her brother. His grief was inconsolable.
He wept tears until they would come no more. He did not want to live.
Even the golden beauty of Lothlorien meant nothing to him. He saw only
pain and darkness, and felt only emptiness and despair without she who
had kindled a fire in his heart. It seemed his blood would not flow
in his veins; he could not move, but only stared out the window. Aragorn
tried to console him, but Legolas was deep in mourning, and could not
acknowledge his friend. The Ranger was concerned and would not leave
his side. After awhile, he gave up trying to reach him, and just stayed
beside him, occasionally touching his arm, or holding his hand.
Legolas
did not know how long he had been in Lothlorien; he had lost all track
of time. But the careful touch and patient concern of Aragorn worked
its way into his broken heart. He slowly turned his head to see an
exhausted Aragorn half sitting in a chair and half lying on his bed.
Aragorn’s outstretched arm was flung across the Elf’s body protectively
and his head was beside Legolas’ chest. His devotion to this Man broke
through his grief, and began to heal him. Legolas sighed as though
a weight had been lifted from him; then he went to his favorite green
meadow. He turned himself inward toward the trees and green grass,
and then gasped and cried out with joy as a beautiful black haired She-Elf
ran toward him with her arms outstretched, laughing. She took his hands
and smiled at him as her sea blue eyes twinkled merrily and she said,
“I have long awaited our meeting, melamin.”
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