Night shifted to early morning,
and then to high noon; it was a couple of hours after that when Kiah
finally woke up. One glance at her watch did no good, as it hadn’t
advanced since she first arrived in Mirkwood. She didn’t know what
time she’d fallen back to sleep, for the prince’s ugly attitude left
her pacing back and forth, coupled with the impending decision she had
yet to make. Even if I agree to do it, there’s still the issue of
the second prophecy which nobody knows. It’s a lose-lose situation,
K, no matter how you look at it.
Now that she was awake, she
noticed several things: a tray full of food on the nightstand, steam
from a sunken hole in the floor on the south side of the room, and her
wearing nothing but her bra and panties.
“What the hell…? What was
in that potion?” Kiah mumbled as she left the bed, wrapping a sheet
around her. Where are my clothes? “Cadrieldur? Cadrieldur!”
she stomped her way to the door, swinging it open wide. The two elves
on the other side turned to regard her, only to avert their gaze.
“Where’s Cadrieldur, and where
are my clothes?” she demanded.
“Your chambermaid has taken
your things to be washed, Lady Kiah. Cadrieldur is in training,” informed
the left guard.
“Well please tell him that
I want to talk to him,” she said.
“I cannot, milady. He is not
to be disturbed.”
Kiah placed one hand on her
hip while the other held her sheet tight against her. “Oh really?
Said who?”
“Said I, milady,” came the
response from an unwelcomed voice. From her right Legolas approached
in his royal green attire, led by another blonde elf who carried her
clothes and what looked like toiletries. A very slight grin was on
his handsome face, as if he were in a better mood than before.
Kiah’s eyes grew cold; she
clamped her jaw while stepping aside to allow the maid entrance before
following her quickly and slamming the door in Legolas’ face. The two
guards stood shocked, unsure of what to do. Never had they known anyone
to show their prince such disrespect. Never had they seen him so angry;
his fair face was turning pink, and his eyes flashed like sapphires.
“You two are excused. I
will stand watch until she leaves,” he commanded in a soft but undeniably
livid tone. In the blink of an eye the guards scattered, leaving him
in front of the door, legs slightly agape, arms folded over his chest,
his lips forming a thin, angry line. He’d intended to apologize for
the things he’d said last night. A small discussion with Gandalf was
enough to elicit guilt from Legolas. He’d swallowed his pride and asked
Cadrieldur to forgive his attitude.
I see that apologizing to this human will be a more arduous task.
Barely a minute had elapsed
before the door reopened and ushered out the maid. Her pretty face
bore an insulted look, her pale blue eyes lit with annoyance. They
widened briefly when the door shut loudly behind her.
“What has happened?”
Legolas inquired, all thoughts of peace fading quickly.
“It would appear that I
am unfit to attend to the lady, my prince. I have served as a chambermaid
for the last six centuries, but this is the first time someone has disallowed
my duty,” she huffed.
“Pray tell, what exactly
happened?” pressed Legolas. When the maid began explaining Kiah’s
uneasiness at being undressed and bathed by another female, and how
she’d insisted she was a ‘grown-ass woman’ and could wash her own self,
the elf prince’s anger subsided quicker than it rose.
“She is not aware of our—or
any other—customs in Middle Earth. It will take the lady time to adjust,”
he attempted to soothe, adding a small, understanding smile for effect…it
worked. Kiah’s assigned maid was less offended, giving a polite
curtsy to her prince and moving down the hall. He turned his attention
back to the door. With his keen hearing he could tell exactly when
the telekinetic had stepped into the bath. He heard a wince followed
by a deep sigh, followed by three breathy words: “Oh hell yeah…”
In spite of himself, Legolas
cocked a half-grin, but it didn’t last long when he recalled what Gandalf
had revealed to him about Kiah. Though the elf prince was a stickler
for details and specifics, the wizard gave him just the bare essentials,
insisting that the telekinetic would share her story in her own way,
in her own time. Instead, he learned that Kiah and her daughter Asalie
were the sole survivors of her entire family, who was imprisoned and
tortured for their “magical” gift. Gandalf shared that the one who
betrayed her was her former husband, who was now dead.
This snippet of information
was enough to soften the prince’s harsh opinion of the human, and also
to peak his curiosity. When he had attempted to press for more information,
Thranduil had interrupted, telling his son, “You will have time enough
to ask Kiah these questions. Whatever the Council’s decision may be,
you will follow and protect her to the end.”
Legolas’ response had been
shock and disbelief. “You believe she will agree to this?” The answer
was a knowing grin from Gandalf.
“I believe that Kiah Goutier
will do what she knows is right and just. She always has.”
As the heated water eased her
tension, Kiah looked at the vaulted ceiling which seemed to shine brighter
with the sun. A series of images began to play through her mind, all
which worked in forming a decision. She first saw her teenaged self
asking her mother why she should help people who don’t like or understand
her. Her mother’s answer then—as was hers to Asalie now—was “We
help because we have to, Chere. God gave us this gift, and we must
use it, in spite of how others treat us. He’s their judge, not us.”
The longing that one scene
produced in her heart turned to silent rage with the next one of being
strapped down on an examiner’s table, with one of the Packard scientists
looming over her, tapping the huge syringe of the needle. “Now just
relax, Number 42. This won’t hurt…much.” Even now she could feel
the sharp pain, as the serum worked into her blood and rendered her
paralyzed from the neck down. Her screams echoed in her mind, forcing
her to shut her eyes in a weak effort to shut them out.
The screams she remembered
mingled with those of another; reopening her eyes, Kiah recalled her
ex-husband falling to the floor in the Palantine ballroom, a huge smoldering
wound on his left side. Absently, she rubbed her right hand over the
diagonal scar that ran the width of her abdomen. This was what the
pyrokinetic soldier had done to her, before Marcus had intercepted the
second shot with his body. “Baby, I never stopped loving you,”
he had croaked out before dying beside her and their daughter.
The last image that flashed
through was of Kiah and Asalie two years ago, returning to Xinal after
being gone for six years. Seeing her parents’ house still standing
in good condition was a poignant, bittersweet moment for mother and
child. “No more running, no more hiding, Petite,” she had said
to the young teenager. “We’ve finally come full circle. Now we
can begin again.”
Kiah sighed slowly; she reached
for the sponge, lathered it with the lavender-scented soap, and began
to wash, a loose symbol of her washing away the guilt of what she’d
decided. I’m sorry, but I can’t, I can’t stay here for God knows
how long, fighting for a cause that has nothing to do with me. Six
years was enough to lose without my Petite; I can’t go through that
again…I’m sorry.
Minutes rolled into another
hour before she was done and stepped out of the tub. The telekinetic
stretched out her right hand towards the huge hunter green bath towel,
which flew to her and wrapped itself tight around her body. A quick
pointed gaze at her watch on the floor sent it floating into her hand.
As she put it on, she noticed something strange: when she’d arrived
in the training court, the time was 3:08pm, Standard Earth Time. Now,
it displayed 3:09.
What the…? This thing can’t
be broke; I just put a fresh battery in last week. Alright, K, let’s
think about this…could it be possible…nah, there’s no way. That’s straight
sci-fi thinking there…but then again so is psionic power. Maybe it
could be; maybe time moves faster here than back home. So, if twenty-four
hours here takes up just one minute there, then that means…. Kiah
offered a quick silent prayer, hoping that her mediocre calculations
were right. An old image of her grandmother smiling at her with pride
seemed to confirm that changing her mind was the right thing to do.
When the suite door opened,
the first person Kiah—now fully dressed and fed—saw was Legolas. Whatever
good vibe she was feeling faded at that moment.
Oh shit, he’s still here. Alright, girlie, put last night in the
past, and just go on with it.
“Is Cadrieldur still training?”
she asked, her tone polite and yet still a bit cold for the elf prince’s
liking.
“Yes, he is. Why do you ask
for him?” Legolas tried to keep his voice polite, while trying to ignore
his insulted ego. It was certainly clear that the human preferred the
captain’s company over his…a rare experience for the prince.
Kiah crossed her arms over
her chest, regarding the prince warily. “I thought he would be the
one to walk me around here. How much longer until he’s through?”
“A couple of hours, at the
least.”
“I see…I guess I’ll just be
waiting a couple of hours, won’t I?” she said, moving to open the door
and reenter the room.
“You will allow me to escort
you…please,” he added quickly, noting the raised eyebrow she gave him.
Kiah looked at Legolas and
snorted. “Yeah right. You, escort me? Where to, the dungeon? The
gallows? The damn guillotine? I don’t think so, Mr. ‘I think I’ll
try to kill Kiah today’. I’ll pass…I’m sure you’ll understand.”
“You are the one who appeared
uninvited. We were merely defending our kingdom, milady. I am certain
you will understand. Also, need I remind you that Cadrieldur
was also prepared to defend against you?” the prince countered, feeling
his blood pump a little faster just as he could feel her power’s energy
radiating from her.
Kiah moved until they were
like last night, chest to chest...almost. “Need I remind you that you
were the first to launch not only an arrow, but a dagger, at my damn
head?” she clipped.
“Enough of this,” he dismissed
with a wave of his hand, which stopped the telekinetic at the beginning
of her tirade. “We waste time arguing over who did what. Your twenty-four
hours have expired; Gandalf and my father are waiting, so if you please…milady,
follow me.” Legolas extended his right arm for Kiah to hold. She rolled
her eyes at him and stood at his side, no body contact between them.
The prince clutched his jaw before striding to his father’s chambers.
For the longest, the only sound
in the stone corridors was that of Kiah stomping along side Legolas,
who made absolutely no noise. Along the way, he offered a formal apology
for what he did and said, in particular about her mother. Only then
did she stop and turned to face him, her hazel eyes boring straight
into his. He knew that any other human could actually wither beneath
such a penetrating gaze. Instead he matched it, waiting for her to
say something…Kiah just turned and kept on walking, her wavy hair moving
fluidly. Legolas wondered what she wanted to say, and would have pressed
to find out if not for Gandalf’s earlier words:
“In her own time, in her own way.”
Alright, K, you know the
drill: do whatever the hell you have to, to
get through, she thought to herself when they reached Thranduil’s
chambers and entered. The elven king sat behind his massive oak desk,
while Gandalf stood at his left.
“I see that you are better,
lady Kiah,” the king began. “Your consumption of so much wine last
night had us concerned.”
Kiah bowed before standing
straight and shrugging. “It snuck up on me, that’s for sure. Thankfully
Cadrieldur had this anti-hangover medicine that fixed me right up.”
Thranduil and Gandalf both
noticed the sharp look Legolas gave her at the mention of the guard’s
name. What’s this? The wizard asked himself before addressing
the telekinetic. “Kiah, you have had your requested time to consider
the prophecy. What have you decided?” he asked gently.
“I’ll do it. I’ll be this
‘Strong One’ of the Valar. How much time do I have to get ready?” she
asked, her thumbs hooked in opposing belt loops on her pants. When
Gandalf just stood and studied her with a curious gleam in her eyes,
she snapped her fingers. “Middle Earth to Gandalf, how much time?”
A pleased smile creased his
wise and weathered visage. “The Council will meet on the 25th.
It is a five day journey from Mirkwood, so you would have six days to
prepare.”
Kiah moved towards the desk,
with Legolas following silently. He’d really expected her to refuse;
after what she’d endured, he couldn’t blame her.
Why did she accept? He wondered.
“When this is over, and I’ve
done what they brought me here to do…you will send me back, right?
You will find that second prophecy and do your thing,” she asked for
reassurance.
“You have my word, Strong One,”
Gandalf guaranteed. He extended his right hand, and grasped her right
forearm when she did the same.
“Good.” Shifting her gaze
to the observing king, Kiah stated, “King Thranduil, I will need some
things for this trip: clothes, weapons, and plants.”
“Legolas will see that you
get all you require, milady,” he finished before she could. Addressing
his son, who had then moved beside her, the king further instructed,
“Select five others to accompany you two. With the enemy on the move,
and Kiah’s gift being temporarily limited, she will need the best protection.”
Raising her hand, the petite
woman interjected. “Hold up. What do you mean ‘you two’? He’s coming
with me?” She jerked her thumb in Legolas’ direction, her calm and
collected demeanor shifted to unpleasant surprise.
“Yes he is, to the Council
and wherever else you may have to go,” informed Gandalf. “Did he not
tell you?”
She kept her eyes focused on
the wizard when she answered a tad curt, “No, he did not tell me.”
The room was silent as those behind the desk watched Legolas, who was
watching Kiah clamping on her jaw. After that tense moment had passed,
she shook her head as if clearing her mind. “Fine, whatever, let’s
just get this show on the road, okay?” She turned and looked up at
the prince, hazel staring at azure eyes. “Where’s your seamstress?
I need some new clothes.”
Kiah didn’t have a clear idea
of the time, but she reckoned a couple of hours had passed since announcing
her decision. Her and Legolas’ first stop at the seamstress went better
than she thought: the elf maid who didn’t look a day over twenty-five
understood exactly what the telekinetic wanted, even down to underwear.
The look on the elf prince’s face made her mouth twitch, which eventually
broke into a chuckle when she explained, “I’m assuming I’ll be doing
some running, jumping, climbing, and the like. I don’t need my unmentionables
bouncing all over the place and getting in the way.” The way he averted
her face, the tips of his ears turning a bright pink, was classic.
Kiah didn’t doubt that on the next morning she would have several pairs
of her pants and a combination of her shirt and an elf’s tunic waiting
for her, all in the colors of Mirkwood.
Their second stop was at one
of the blacksmith shops, whereat she drew what she would need. She
opted to do the talking instead of Legolas, communicating with the weapon
maker in the common tongue. Just with the clothing, she was promised
her weapons first thing in the morning: two modified Lungchuan single
broadswords, twenty-two inches in total length, with the broad blade
taking up sixteen inches. They were to be light enough to fight in
the way she’d been training as a hobby since returning home: Latosa
Escrima. Kiah would also receive a leather back scabbard; when asked
what type of design she wanted on it, she simply asked for the elvish
word for “Petite”, for her daughter.
Now, the tall elf and short
human exited the Healers’ House. The plants needed to make Tante Lucille’s
healing salve would take a while to dry and grind, but the powder would
be ready before their scheduled departure. Throughout most of their
time together, Legolas stood in silence, watching the way Kiah talked
without fear or nervousness, as if she’d known these people all her
life. She was friendly to all she came across…except him. When it
was just the two of them the light in those hazel eyes faded, as if
he wasn’t worthy of it. I have apologized to her already, and have
sworn to protect her, yet she is determined to keep this tension between
us…typical human…typical human woman.
As they walked back to his
father’s home, Legolas made another attempt at conversation. “Last
night, when you passed out from the wine, you said something in a different
tongue: Je suis desole, Petite. Je vous promets que je serai revenue.
What does that mean?”
“’I am sorry, Petite. I promise
you I will come back.’”
“And who is Petite?” he inquired.
The telekinetic glanced in
his direction. “Someone I love more than my own life,” and left it
at that.
Legolas quickly deduced that
her promise was for her daughter, which was perhaps not the topic to
discuss just yet, so he tried another. “You chose swords over a staff,
or even daggers…interesting.”
Kiah shrugged. “Not really.
You don’t have any of the weapons used in my world, nor the technology
to build it, so I have to make do.”
The prince felt like she’d
just insulted his people, but wasn’t too sure. “Make do? How are your
weapons different?”
She didn’t lose a step while
she explained. “Where I come from,
very few people fight with swords, or daggers, or staffs. Bows
and arrows are displayed in museums, mostly. Our weapons are different,
destroying entire cities, countries.” Kiah turned to catch the offended
heat of his gaze and added, “I didn’t say our weapons were better than
yours. They’re just…different.”
“How effective would they be
against Sauron?” he quizzed, his tone clipped.
Kiah didn’t hesitate to answer.
“Someone could press a small button that would incinerate Mordor and
wipe it off the map. Sauron would be bar-b-qued. Legolas,” she stopped,
right in the middle of the training court, right where she stood 26
hours ago. “Can we not get into this comparison/contrast debate? It
doesn’t do anybody any good, so let’s not go there, okay?” At that
moment she turned to her right and saw Cadrieldur rounding up a few
stray practice weapons and called out to him.
The captain of the king’s guard
smiled broadly when the petite woman said his name and waved at him;
that smile didn’t last however, when he realized Legolas was with her.
Even though he’d apologize that morning for his behavior, the guard
saw anger flashing in the prince’s eyes. He nodded and continued gathering
the weapons and returning them to storage.
“What’s wrong with him?” Kiah
asked and looked at her escort, and saw the answer.
Perfect. Cadrieldur’s possibly my only friend in this damn place,
and he goes and scares him off…perfect. Not even bothering
to tell Legolas “bye, see you later”, she left in the center of the
court and walked to her friend.
“Hey, Cadrieldur…what’s up?”
The elf looked up and around
before returning his gaze to her. “I do not follow, milady.”
Kiah smiled. “Sorry. It’s
an statement in my world. It means ‘how are you doing?’”
He returned her smile, temporarily
ignoring the other blonde elf who silently approached them. “I am well,
milady. And you? You did not suffer any more discomfort from the wine,
did you?”
“Oh no, you gave me the good
stuff…fixed me up real good,” she winked. “I’m just…here, ready to
save the world…I told Gandalf I’d stay and help,” she added, her tone
a bit more serious.
Cadrieldur’s heart was troubled
by this revelation for two reasons: one, she would be in danger, and
two, he wouldn’t be there to protect her. He’d rather she would return;
though it would be amazingly hard to see her go, Kiah would at least
be safe. Here, with the evil in Mordor growing daily, her safety was
not totally guaranteed. “You did, milady? Do you realize the peril
involved?”
The telekinetic raised an eyebrow,
careful not to mistake his concern for doubt in her ability. “It’s
no bigger than what I lived for six years of my life, Cadrieldur. I’m
a big girl, and I’ll be fine. But I do need your help.”
“Anything, milady,” he said
without hesitation.
“I need to know what I could
be up against, exactly. The wizard told me about orcs, trolls, goblins…but
how do they fight? Are they fast, slow, agile, what? I need you to
show me how they battle, so I can know how to take them out, if need
be,” explained Kiah.
Cadrieldur caught Legolas’
stare. “Milady, it would be an honor to teach you such things. However,
Legolas is an excellent trainer; since he is to travel with you, perhaps
it is better if you learn from him.”
Kiah crossed her arms over
her chest and cocked her head slightly to the right. “That may be true,
but answer me this: who trained him?”
“It was I.”
“Then as far as I’m concerned,
you are the expert. I’m not knocking anything off the prince,
but I don’t train under the student. I train under the master. Will
you teach me?” she asked.
“There is not enough time,
milady,” Cadrieldur tried to refuse, but to no avail.
Kiah took his left hand and
gave it a soft squeeze. “Please, Cadrieldur. I don’t want to know
everything, just the basics…whatever will keep me from getting killed.”
The look Legolas gave him silently
commanded that he say no, but the guard found he couldn’t. For this
woman, he realized he would do anything. “As you wish, milady. I will
see you here at sunrise. I will teach you what you ask, and more as
time will allow. Be prepared, because I shall instruct you like any
other elf.”
“I expect you to,” she said,
steel resolution behind her smile. She watched him take his leave and
then turned…running right into the elf prince. “How long have you been
eavesdropping?”
“It is impossible for me or
my people to eavesdrop, as we can hear even the slightest whisper.
However, to answer your question, I have been here long enough to hear
your master-student comment,” he said, giving her a pointed look.
Peace with Kiah is just an impossibility, regardless of what I say
or do, thought Legolas, feeling frustrated.
Kiah rolled her eyes and shook
her head. “Whatever, okay? Whatever. If the shoe was on the other
foot you’d ask for the same damn thing. So now that we have both pissed
each other off, can we go back inside, in silence?” she asked and did
just that, too ready to be away from the prince to care if he followed
her or not. Jeez, I can’t even blink without him getting bent out
of shape. This will be one long trip…shit.
When Legolas had returned her
to the sun suite, he informed that dinner would be shortly and then
walked as fast as he could away from her. Kiah shrugged her shoulders
and then entered to find a surprise on her bed: several gowns in blue
or green shades with matching slippers. There was a note lying on one
of the dresses, definitely not written in English.
I’ll ask Cad to translate this later.”
There was a knock on the door;
upon opening it, she recognized the chambermaid from earlier. The telekinetic
offered a quick smile. “Hello again. What’s up?”
Forty minutes passed before
Kiah emerged from her room. Puwen—her maid and second elven “buddy”,
after she’d apologized for her earlier bitchiness—helped her into the
emerald green gown, making quick adjustments to the bodice so that her
lady could breathe. She also managed to capture part of Kiah’s wavy
hair in a braid that stopped just past her shoulders blades, small gardenias
interwoven in the plaits. The rest flowed freely, with tendrils curled
along the sides of her face.
Two different guards stood
watch outside the suite when she opened the door. Kiah was disappointed
that their captain wasn’t there, but relieved that Legolas wasn’t either.
It’s bad enough I’ll have to eat dinner with him tonight, and every
night for that matter…perfect, she thought before signaling to them
that she was ready. Together, all three walked down the north wing
to the massive dining hall. Upon arriving, one of the guards asked
Kiah for her full name.
“For what?” she asked, one
eyebrow raised.
“So that you may be properly
introduced to the other guests,” he explained, his brown eyes somewhat
showing amusement at her ignorance of their customs.
“That’s not really necessary,
is it? How about if I just sort of blend in, eat a little, and then
blend right out? Don’t need to let everyone know that I’m there, right?”
The two exchanged looks for
several moments, with the second guard fighting against his twitching
smile…
“King Thranduil, honored guests,
presenting Lady Kiah Cherise Goutier,” the first guard announced once
they opened the huge double doors.
“Thanks a lot,” she mumbled
and returned the stare that everyone at the expansive dining table gave
her. All conversation came to a screeching halt; each elf performed
his/her own silent observation of this woman whose was curiously darker
and shorter than they. Screw this, I’m going back to the room,
Kiah resolved, but then she saw Gandalf move towards her from the left,
a wide smile on his face.
“How late am I?” she asked,
allowing him to take her hand in the crook of his arm and escort her
to her seat.
“You are right on time, Strong
One. You look quite splendid, I must say,” complimented the wizard
as he helped her into her seat, which was next to his, the first chair
on Thranduil’s left. On the king’s right sat the prince and then Cadrieldur,
both still looking at her in surprise. The rest of the dining guests
seemed to recover from their initial shock and resumed their own conversations.
“I feel quite out of place,
I must say, but thanks for your compliment,” she muttered.
While one of the waiting elves
offered to pour her a goblet of wine—which she refused and requested
water instead—the captain of the king’s guard was simply amazed at the
vision before him. I thought she was beautiful before, but now…she
is absolutely stunning, and completely unaware of it. Or maybe she
is, and it does not matter to her. Valar, I know not whether to praise
or curse you, for sending this astonishing creature here. Just being
near her is like paradise, but being unable to touch her is like the
deepest dungeons of Mordor…. Kiah flashed him a smile which brought
him out of his thoughts long enough to smile back.
Simply astonishing.
Like his mentor and friend,
Legolas had his own thoughts of the telekinetic, but they were not as
complimentary. What happened to the witch from yesterday? From
this afternoon, for that matter? She sits here now, appearing and acting
like a lady, a pretty one at that…which one is the real Kiah? Look
at her, chatting with my father and Gandalf, and smiling at Cadrieldur,
who looks ready to jump over this table and do Valar knows what with
her…she is truly an enchantress of the highest order. This entire mission
is the worst choice anyone could make.
After a bit of her three allies
engaging her in conversation—excluding the prince, as they just ignored
each other—and sampling some of the delicious food courses, Kiah’s level
of comfort hadn’t increased. She spoke less, just nodded or shook her
head. Legolas picked up on the vibe and believed it to be true. Going
against his previous thoughts about her, he attempted to pose a question
about her home when she suddenly stood, bid everyone near her a good
night, and excused herself. Her guards met her at the double doors
and quietly escorted her out. Several elves paused to watch her leave,
but then resumed their discussions.
Gandalf answered Thranduil’s
slightly alarmed statement for Kiah. “The weight of her duty threatens
to burden her down.”
“Then that means she could
change her mind,” feared the king, but the wizard just grinned.
“I said it
threatens to be a burden, but it will not succeed. Her strength
and pride will not allow it,” he assured.
Cadrieldur followed Kiah’s
every move, even turning his head to watch her leave. Legolas in turn
watched him, his facial statement becoming unreadable. Both Thranduil
and Gandalf saw this and gave each other the same look.
This could be a slight problem, they unknowingly thought at the
same time.
Kiah didn’t know how much time
had passed since she left the hall, maybe a half hour, maybe more.
She’d paced her room, using her power to lift and twist small things,
something she did when she was restless. But after a while that didn’t
help, and so she moved to the balcony, still dressed up, staring at
the moon. What was in her heart wasn’t the weight of duty as Gandalf
believed, but it was sadness, and anger. She didn’t plan on backing
down, for that wasn’t in her nature. But still, she was angry—no, she
was pissed. Pissed at Marcus for betraying her all those years ago,
pissed at the Packard Institute for its torturous experiments, pissed
at herself for losing control and killing all those people, pissed again
at herself for not listening to her family and marrying her ex…Kiah
was just pissed.
She was also sad, because the
one joy that mattered to her was possibly thousands of years away.
Tears threatened to form as she thought of her daughter, her beacon,
her personal lighthouse whenever life became hectic.
God, you gave her to me, you entrusted her to me…why did you allow
this happen? Is this my punishment for what I did out of revenge?
Why put my child through it, too?
She didn’t realize someone
had been knocking on the door until she heard someone clearing his/her
throat. She whirled around, swiping at the rogue tears on her face
and seeing it was her chambermaid. “Hey, Puwen.”
“What is wrong, milady?” the
elf asked, quickly placing the covered tray on the table and approaching
her friend. “Why do you cry?”
“Because it beats the hell
out of screaming my head off,” Kiah remarked, and then patted Puwen’s
shoulder. “Seriously, I was just thinking about my home, my child…do
you have any children?”
The straight, flaxen hair of
the elf shook from side to side. “No, milady, I do not, not yet. But
I would like to, someday.”
Kiah nodded and walked around
the elf back into the suite. “Hmm. You know, they’re the greatest
source of joy, pure and innocent. When you hold them in your arms for
the very first time, there’s this feeling of…honor, humility…because
that child was entrusted to you. Everything they need to know about
life, they will learn it from you. Children are the greatest gift,
for any race.” Her voice threatened to break but she recovered to ask
about the silver tray. “What’s this?”
“Prince Legolas requested that
be sent to you, whenever you are ready to eat. Your early departure
concerned him, and he hopes that this meal will help you feel better,”
Puwen informed, giving Kiah a curtsy before exiting the room.
Hopes I feel better? Yeah,
and I’ve got the words “dumb ass” stamped on my forehead. The telekinetic
lifted the cover and was rewarded with the tantalizing smell of roast
meat—assuming it came from an animal she could recognize. Surrounding
the healthy-sized portion of food were various vegetables, fruits, breads,
and sauces, along with a smaller silver plate, and matching pitcher
and glass of water. There was simply a hell of a lot of food for one
person to consume. It was apparent that Legolas had watched what she
ate and drank closely. He thinks he’s real slick—getting me all
fat for the slaughter. Or maybe he’s slipped some arsenic in this.
Well the prince can just kiss my ass because I’m not going to…well…I’ll
try just a little, and then that’s it….
A half hour later, Cadrieldur
bowed to the maiden on the dance floor and bid her goodnight. It was
another pleasant dinner like usual, but was better only when Kiah was
around. He didn’t think his king or the wizard had said anything unpleasant
to make her leave like that. He knew it wasn’t Legolas, because he
seemed to ignore her. The captain wondered what it was as he strolled
out to the courtyard, bathed in moonlight. He lifted his head and closed
his eyes, something he’d done all his long life.
He heard a sigh from above
and quickly followed it, feeling his heart leap at seeing Kiah on the
suite’s balcony. He could smell the food from the ground floor, and
considered joining her; she shouldn’t have to eat alone. Cadrieldur
seriously thought about it, but somehow sensed that she needed to be
alone for a while. Besides, he would see her bright and early the next
day, and for the five days following. Instead, he was content to just
watch her, taking in the way the moon shown on her beautiful brown skin.
He recalled how her gown made her light eyes seem greener than normal;
he recalled how his body jolted when she smiled at him. Cadrieldur
thought of other things about Kiah, so much that he didn’t detect Legolas
until he was by his side.
“She has taken a liking
to you, my friend,” softly shared the prince as he, too, watched
the woman above them.
“Yes, it would appear so,”
the captain answered, silently berating himself for allowing Legolas
to get that close to him, undetected.
“Is that feeling reciprocated?”
Cadrieldur kept his eyes on
Kiah, not liking the nature of the prince’s questions. “I cannot
say, my prince.”
At this point Legolas moved
in front of him, breaking his view of the balcony. “Cannot, or will
not?”
“Both,” was Cadrieldur’s
direct answer. “I have known you your entire life, and this is the
first time you have ever asked me such a question about a female, elf
or human. Why? When did my private thoughts and feelings suddenly
become interesting to you?”
“Are you admitting that
you have thought about her?” Legolas pressed. By Valar, he didn’t
know why he was feeling so, so…jealous? No, envious. He had apologized,
had made steps towards a truce between himself and Kiah, yet she clearly
preferred Cadrieldur. Not that it was wrong; the captain was good,
just, and pleasant looking. It wasn’t wrong for her to open up to him…was
it?
His longtime friend regarded
the prince closely, and pinpointed the envy in his eyes.
Now this, I did not expect. Legolas Greenleaf, the fantasy of nearly
every maiden in this kingdom, is envious of me…unbelievable. Cadrieldur
chose not to answer the question, but bowed instead. “Good night,
my prince.” He then walked in the direction of his room, leaving
the prince to stare after him. A part of him expected that Legolas
would follow him, offended that his question was not answered, but it
was a small part. The rest of him refocused on Kiah.
Thranduil’s youngest son watched
his mentor and friend leave; he thought of commanding him to stop, but
for what reason? He did ask questions that were none of his business.
Is it any wonder why she dislikes you? he berated himself.
Out of everyone here, you are the one behaving like an enchanted
fool. He looked at Kiah once more, seeing that she was enjoying
the food he’d sent to her room. Well that is a start, I suppose…she
did not throw it out.
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